| Seven days |
[14 Jul 2005|10:49pm] |
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I normally start my journal entries with a "hey wsup?", but i decided to just start off by saying nothing. So in seven days I'll be coming back to L.A. it seems so soon but yet so far. during this past 1.5 months away from it all, i've reflected on many things. i understand that every thing happens for a reason. whether the situation is bad or good, its the result of it that's important. being able to accept and let the past go is hard, but that's just how life goes. >>to alice<<: letting go doesn't mean you've failed, you're only doing so to achieve what you want and letting go of what hurt you. you know what i mean because i was in the same situation. life is not as complicated as we make it, really. now when i look back on the things i did, i really wish that i can go back and change it. but i can't. we can't. unfortunately, that's the downside of most of our problems. not knowing how to deal with it at the time of the situation, and when we realize it its too late. i think the motto that went someth'n like..."live life with no regrets" is hypothetically wrong. i have regrets from the past. nothings going to change that. as a matter of fact, there's going to be plenty more regrets. i mean, its not like i want to always regret doing something but honestly now, who DOES 'live life with no regrets'? but yea. i am MOVING ON! that's right. <--hee x2, sorry, i decided to vent a lil. but yea.
I missed harvest crusade. i wanted to go when i heard that my church was going, but oh well. i've listed the things i need to do when i get back to L.A. its quite a list, so skip down if u don't want to read it:
-get my UCI crap ALL done
-deliver all the crap i got for people
-oil change, general inspection, body kit/ light change
-get my harvest moon game
-re~arrange furniture in my room
-get bubbles her birthday present/help plan for her lil hang out ;P
-watch 'war of the worlds' with willy and friends, fantastic four??
-go to disneyland and play those two dang rides
-go to the beach at least twice before i go to schooL
-get my freak'n notebook from rampershad before he obliterates it
-bring some goodies to my fellow cg-cr3w!
well, that's all that i can remember right now. and so yes, i'll be looking back into my journal to see what needs to be done when i get back to LA. its late here in hk right now, i'm going to sleep. Good night everyone.
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| HK! |
[24 Jun 2005|10:46am] |
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hey wsup??
so here i am in hk and its been pretty boring for the past five days that i've been here. considering it has been POURING all day long, there really isn't much that i can do. my hopes are all for japan. then again, i don't want to have my hopes up too high because it might be a terrible let-down. all i've been doing here in hk is eat and sleep. wow, what a routine huh? i guess the only major part of my trip so far is that i went to my cousins salon and got a new haircut/dye/highlight my hair. yes, i went through a drastic change my friends. and trust me, it doesn't look good. trying to give me a japanese style hair does not go well with my big gigantic head. apparently, my cousin didn't realize that until he was done. yes, it's gonna take me another year to grow it out. oh what fun! but yea, its too late now. *sigh...****@%*@!!...bleh...what is this madness? HAHAHAHA that was random, but yea...its 10:52 in the morning here so yea. i sure wake up early just to go online. but yea, i'll be going on a cruise ship tonight and won't be back until sometime tomorrow. but yea, that's all for now. byebye everyone
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[07 May 2005|12:14am] |
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This is a random post and i just felt like putting this picture in here because it was kinda cooL and i never uploaded it in my photo album..... so yea....this was the day wen amie, peter, andrew, and i went out to downtown disney to watch a movie.....which movie was it again? i forgot...but yea.....boo...i wanna watch "a lot like love" and everyone said it was reallie good.....boo......but yea......anyway, proms coming up soon and i'm graduating in just a few more weeks....seems like time is going by so fast....yea...but anyway, that's all for now.....
hee x2, notice andrew in the back doing his "peace" sign? hahaha, yea that's funny
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| CG mock try-outs |
[27 Apr 2005|08:56pm] |
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hey wsup??
So it has been a while since I've updated in this journal of
mine. A lot has happened since the last time that I've updated
and for the most part, they were good events. So today was the
mock try-outs for ColorGuard.
I just somewhat got back from getting puffy paint to make stuff for the
people who are going to make it onto the team. *sigh.. we still
have to come up with a completely new routine for this 8th grade
orientation. In a way I think its stupid and a waste of time
because I just want CG to be over for me now. Well, if only we worked with the song that I liked... nah, I still want CG
to be over with. Tomorrow is going to be the actual try-outs at
3:00. I'll be watching and patrolling as each victim takes their
last stand in the backroom before they go in and try-out.
Prom
is coming up. It's so strange that I'm not "oh-so-excited" about
it. Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet because we still have two and
a half weeks till prom. I got my dress already. Yes, thanks to Andrew I have finally came up with a decision to choose the blue one. I mean, come to think of it, four years ago I always told myself that I'd go to prom with a blue dress. So far, I have gone black and white, but never blue. How ironic huh? Well, I've finally settled down with a blue dress from my senior prom. Oh look, my dress is an assortment of various blue colors. So I didn't have to go like, "Oh, I don't like this dress because its not my blue" because...it has like all different shades of blue! I guess that makes up the fact that I've never worn any blue dresses to any of the dances that I've gone to so far. LoL
Hm...So seeing the twins and some other LAHS peoples again for the
first time in three years was quite interesting. People have
grown a lot, and some are still just the same. But one thing that
was brought up at the dinner is still bothering me. It freaks me
out guys, like honestly. =| And here I thought it was
over....*sigh...guess not.
Alright, April 16-2005 is going to be an unforgettable date now
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| 36 more days |
[14 Apr 2005|12:07am] |
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hey wsup??
so i started on this senior countdown thing...we only have 36 more school days yo! aren't ya'll excited....but yea...the end of the second grading period ends this friday...and then, one more to go........gotta keep working hard......and for those of u who has been slacking off and caught the infamous 'senioritis', be warned......cuz we're gonna suffer major dude....*sigh...i realized that i've been sighing a lot recently....hm......its kinda relieving sometimes.....haha...hm....not much else to say.....o...having our last cg competition at the huntington beach h.s. this saturday.....hope i don't mess up like i did last time....i'm glad its the last one tho becuz i'm so sick and tired of doing the same freak'n routine over and over again dude...so yea....hm...i just remembered i donated blood monday at school....i was soooo scared to do it but i actually went throo with it......i'm glad i did it and honestly, as bad as i am with needles ((its like heaven and hell)), it really wasn't that bad....i mean i can't say it didn't hurt at all, but it reallie didn't hurt as much as i thought it would.....or maybe i had a pretty good nurse.....altho she was a beaner.......but o well, she did well....but yea.......... o no........Rachel is right......they're BOTH screwing me over......one is DEFINITELY a screw-ER......and the other one......well, its not gonna go anywhere.........*sigh......how depressing..........but one thing i know for SURE right now is to have u leave me alone........honestly..........LEAVE-ME-ALONE!.....u make me mad and upset......**sigh.....aiite, i'm tired, so l8 ya'll
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| ANOTHER quiz |
[03 Apr 2005|01:55am] |
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This is seriously some kinda weird quiz...and look, that girls suppose to represent me? MAN, i'm like a warped elf or someth'n!
B: Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile
Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown
Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."
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[02 Apr 2005|10:22am] |
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hey wsup?
I'm suppose to be getting ready for my competition right now, but i
decided to slack off a bit and update my journal. So spring break
is almost over and i feel that i've been pretty busy throughout this
whole break. Considering i'm working practically everyday this
week except for today because i have a competition. I managed to
watch two movies over this break dude! that's good because i don't know
when else i'll find time to watch movies now that i have work and
all. So yea, i went to watch "miss congeniality 2" with fan shu
yesterday. It was pretty funny. What's weird was that i've
never seen the first one but it was alright because it wasn't really a
continuition from the first one anyway. After the movie we headed
to life plaza for some crepe-age =) hee x2, that was awesome.
Then i wanted to get something salty to compensate for the sweetness i
had at genki living so we went to ten ren's and got me some
fishcakes. So yea... hm... fan shu did something stupid last
night and i'll get him back! hahaha, today's going to be a long
day dammit. I hate these dumb competitions because eventhough
we've never been to a WINTERguard
competition, I can sense it already that it's going to be
devastating.... It's all because its a new thing for us i guess.
Hee x2, spring breaks been alrite because whether my friends are far or
close they all got me something =) Thanks fan shu for the "fobby" mashi
maro, mui mui for the bracelet, mom for the water crackers, adopted-ONE
for the chicken and the kickass sauce! hee x2, so yea its april huh...
only about two more months until we seniors depart. haha, that
was sort of random but it was just a thought for the moment. aiite i'm
going to go and get ready now. lateR-dayZ
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| Spring Break Yo! |
[28 Mar 2005|11:37am] |
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hey wsup??
So today's technically the beginning of spring break. Well, it
all depends on when you started counting the first day of it. But
anyway, let's recap on what I've done so far....
Friday
Chilled out with Randy the WHOLE entire afternoon because a certain
SOMEBODY told her to keep an eye on me!! pshh.. you swear like I'm
going to do drugs or something ;P hee x2. So I took her to
coldstones and got her an ice cream with 5o% off and then we hit ten
ren's to get my fishcakes =). We talked and chilled there for a
while and then went to my house for a bit. Then we decided to go
to the Boat for dinner. It was yummy =) Then we just
chilled in Life Plaza for a while and THEN...we got CREPE!!! mmmm-MM!
hee x2, but yea =) hee x2 i saw soooo many cute little nyago dolls
there! Actually, I don't know if that's how you spell it, but
yea. But you know mui mui, that doll with the pancakes!!
soooooooo cute! I MUST get it! So yea, we stayed there till
like...11 ish and then left for home. It was a fun night
eventhough it was a terrible day at school =\
Saturday
I went to work from 2-6. I had a couple of unexpected
visitors.... It was indeed quite a surprise because business was
slow that day and so I was cleaning the windows out in the front.
So here as I was cleaning the windows, I hear a voice calling out
"blossom", and here I think to myself, "must be some dang kid
yelling." For some odd reason, the word "blossom" kept repeating
and it seemed like it was being said to me. O by the way, if you
guys didn't know, I'm also known as "Blossom" from the powerpuff
girls. So yea, I looked at the reflection from the window and saw
a mob of azn's walking towards me and I was like..."holy crap!" yes, I
even said it out loud. Yea...they were my friends
alright.... So I fixed them up a couple of ice creams and they
left. After I got off work, I came to realize that they DIDN'T
leave afterall.... They were sitting at those tables out in the
front waiting for me. They wanted me to go watch the dang movie
with them... as if you guys didn't have enough people already!!!
morons.... But yea, Willy and Jack managed to threaten me into
going...so I gave in and went. So after I was done debating with
Willy whether I should go or not, I turned around to go to my car and
some random guy bumps into me. I kept apologizing to him
because I didn't know I'd bump into him because he wasn't even close to
me when I noticed him about a second ago. Jack was at my car and
he saw everything and he told me that the guy bumped into me on
purpose. WTF?!? are you seriouS? But when randy heard that
the guy bumped into my on purpose, she went freak'n crazy because she
saw that the guy just stood there holding me. So she chased after
him while I just stood there going like..."what the hell just
happened?" Oh well, then we talked about all those times that she
was violated by guys in hong kong and how she couldn't put up with
seeing me being violated by that...one dude....=\ Anyway, the
movie was FUNNY!!! hahahaha "Guess Who" yea but they had some corny jokes in there. The next movie: "Miss Congeniality 2"<--I want to watch
Sunday
I went to work from 12-6. It was surprisingly busy for
Easter. But yea, today was the actual day where my wrist hurt
from making all the ice cream and stuff. o.O But you know, I made
a pretty fair amount of tips today, $15!! yea, its not a lot but now
that I think about it... its enough to get that THING!!! hee x2, mui
mui should know what it is ;P hee x2 HAPPY EASTER TO YA'LL!
Monday
I'll be going to work at 5-10:30. I woke up at 11 and ate some
salad and pasta because that's going to be my meal for today since I
don't get off of work until 10:30.... I think I'm going to go to
Life Plaza and takashima before I go to work to get the THING =) haha,
its sooo cute =) mui mui's going to be jealous, but no worry, I'll get
you something better ;P
So yea, that's a pretty long update for just three days to account
for. I'm REALLY REALLY confused about something, and bubbles and
mui mui knows... I hope it gets answered soon... because it's making me
so depressed even when I go out with you guys. Thanks for
helping me take my mind off of it =) you guys are the best!! I
also hope that God can help me decide which path is the best one for me
to take:
UCD CSUP
UCSB CSUF
UCI
CSULB
UCR CSULA
Eight was applied to originally, Eight total...now what? Anyway,
here's a song for you all. Yea, I don't really listen to Azn
Dreamers that much except for this song:
Azn Dreamers-Heaven by your side
You and I, cannot hide,
The love we feel inside,
The words we need to say,
I feel that I, have always walked alone
but now that your here with me
there always be a place where I can go
And suddenly our destiny has started to unfold,
When your next to me, I can see the greatest story love has ever told,
Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel (how can it be true)
Somebody to keep the dream alive(the dream i found in you)
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me,
But when we touch, I realize, that I found my place in heaven by your side.
I could fly, when you smile
I'd walk a 1000 miles, to hear you call my name
now that I, have finally found the 1,
who will be there for me, eternally
my everlasting sun.
HAVE A FUN-FILLED SPRING BREAK!<--hee x2, now you don't hear that too often huh?
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| sadies update |
[08 Mar 2005|03:11pm] |
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so sadies was last saturday, it was pretty alright. we didn't keep up with our tradition, but that's ok because like the adopted one said, we'll make up for it at prom. prom, its somewhat around the corner, which means its near graduation for me. well anyways, so we all ate at the Macaroni Grill. It was my first time going there and i've been longing to go there ever since i saw the sign that they were going to have one in Puente Hills. The food was great, couldn't ask for anything better. Reason? Because the food wasn't flavor-less. Besides, who ever came up with the idea to bring out the taste buds by making the marinara sauce spicy? ok, so i may be a little bit technical, but honestly, it was THAT good to me. too bad i didn't get to eat any desserts there, but thanks andrew for the coldstones yesterday! it made up for not having a dessert on saturday night =) So after the Macaroni Grill, we decided to finally hit up the dance. It was held in the school gym. We took our group picture right when we got there and then somewhat danced a little. we had an indian d.j., yea, sorry to be racist right now but...WHY? why did we have an indian d.j.? and why did he play corny songs that reminds me of some kind of indian voo-doo spell? i don't know, but it was all good because andrew got me one of those glowy sticks with flowers on it. It was really pretty. Then we left around 10:20 to hit up the amc20. yes, got there in 11 minutes to catch the movie: Constantine. Another exorcist related movie yet, very inspiring. It sucked how we had to sit in the second row because there were no seats left. But it was pretty funny how i looked to the side of me and see the whole sadies cr3w all scared and hiding their faces. hee x2, it was pretty hilarious. I mean, i was scared too, but it was funny to watch people get scared ;P haha. so we got out around 12:45 and i sent some people home and i got home around 1:30. wow, what a night.
Another day at school. It was ok i guess. Not much happened, just a lot of thoughts. I think i'm going to decide on something really soon. Just give me a few more days and i'll know what to do. I hope. =\
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...so here i've stumbled across some quizzes because i'm bored out of my mind....but it might take a lil bit longer for all the pictures to load...so wait for it if u want to see the pictures that goes with it....aiite, here are the results:
Sorry to tell you this, but you are depressed...
What's wrong? When it's full moon, go and take
a look... It makes me happy, maybe it will help
for u to? Never give up, no mather what! Plzz
rate...
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.
You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!
The Goddess of Stars and Hate. You are an
independent leader. Always reflecting and
pondering, you carry an air of mystery and you
are exceptionally vengeful. You are a dazzling
beauty.
...hm...goddess of star and hate...that's so like me huh?
Your Heart is Black
i must say...that is so true...
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.
ok...so that's it for now....
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| Thoughts |
[21 Feb 2005|06:15pm] |
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...I have a test that I've been "studying" for for the past 12+ hours. If you know me, I wasn't actually studying. The only thing that I've done is take out my book and notes, followed by countless hours of procrastination. This update is just another something to waste my time.
It kind of sucks when you realize that you don't really talk to that many people anymore. I'm not just talking about serious talks and whatnot, but I mean just any talk. I've always felt a bit out of place compared to everyone else, and I'm sort of sticking with that now. I read through some quizzes and I noticed a question that asked, "Are you a loner?" My answer to that question, "Mostly." I have some old photos from 7th and 8th grade, not many, but still some. Everyone that I talked to in middle school, I've grown apart from. Everyone that I talked to in freshman and sophomore year, I've grown apart from. Everyone in junior year, is still there but I just don't bother starting up some conversation anymore. Maybe it's because everyone is changing, maybe it's because I'm changing. Sure being more social would probably fill my concern of being a loner for now, but what's really the point? Half a year left and we're all leaving for college, it's highly doubtful to see everyone again. I guess you could say I'm not exactly optimistic right now, but it's not like I have been for awhile, so what do you expect? I remember being wrapped up in writing letters during sophomore year, that was pretty pointless because a page of writing was about 3 minutes of talking. I guess the whole thing about a letter is knowing someone thought about you and took time to write because they couldn't talk to you at that present moment. Everything just keeps changing, and I don't know where I belong anymore. I prefer to stay in my "comfort zone" and I don't like to "branch out" and meet new people often (especially if it's forced). Last year in high school, so I'll just stick it out, hopefully it'll be good. I've decided on a couple things that I know will keep me out of trouble. That's basically all I have to say I suppose. Damn it, I'm such a lazy bastard....
So how do you like that for a change? Not writing in slang. That's definitely a big change right there.
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| three day weekend |
[18 Feb 2005|10:32pm] |
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hey wsup everybody???
well...its been an ok week this week...today wasn't that great....but
yea...its the three-day weekend!!!! yea...i have a lot of stuff to
do.... but i knda wanna avoid it...cuz.......well.......nm....but
yea...hahaha....happy belated valentine's
day to u all! thank u for all of u who gave me a valentine's day gift
=) hee x2....yea...and thank u andrew especially for the
roses..chocolates..and the......the TURKEY...honestly,
ppl have been questioning me as to why i received a turkey on
valentine's day...but yea...thanx! ((the roses are still
alive))...haha...but yea...hm...tomorroe...south coast plaza?? hm?? i
ono...arianne, let me noe...but yea...sunday...CHEESECAKE FACTORY!!!
yaY! can't wait =) well actuallie...i could, but yea...hee
x2...um...i've been playing the drawing game on jippii for like...the
longest time ever...but yea...surprisingly, its reallie fun...someth'n
to do wen u wanna kill time.........yea......COLDSTONES!!!!!!!!!
yea.....ok...i think i'm done updating...this was a lame
entry...haha..aite, L8
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| Happy chinese new years |
[09 Feb 2005|10:33pm] |
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hey wsup??
happy chinese new years to u all!!!! **gong hay fat choi** hee
x2....for those of u who are superstitious.....those who are born in
the rabbit year for the chinese zodiac, watch out! this is not a good
year for us.....=\ fortunately, if u wear or have a horse/cow charm
around or on u...u'll be fine...or better off i should say...but
yea....so since my mom told me that i should wear one....i think i'm
gonna go out scoping for a cute lil cow keychain or necklace or doll or
someth'n....hahaha...but yea...anyway...about my last entry...no cat,
sorry to dissapoint u, but i'm not taking drugs =(...hahaha...but
yea...things have not yet been figured out yet...but i'm determined to
let it be and see what happens...now on another issue...i dunnoe what
to do or what to believe...so yea....i don't want to be lied to
again...i don't want to be dissapointed again....i guess i'll just be
"happy"......hee x2........yea......anyway....i am now officially three-FIFTHS
done with my project....whew....its due quite soon......but yea, i'm
almost ready...well, i went out to eat with my parents today at the
vegetarian restaurant in nogales.......good stuff man...good
stuff...and eventho i just ate some coldstones with cookies, i don't
feel hyper enough...as a matter of fact, i'm not even hyper one
bit..........MAN.....i need those dang chocolates.....i'll see if i'll be in brea this weekend and get some of that Godiva chocolate truffles.....MmmmmmMmmMMm....hee
x2, also got some american eagle clothes today...which is VERY cooL =)
cuz american eagle ROXORS! hahaha...aiite, back to civics now.....once
again....*sun leen fai lok!!!*
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hey wsup??
well, i've been pretty confused and sad about some stuff.....its all in
how u mix the two....but yea...i don't know what to do for two
issues...actuallie, mainly one....maybe i shoulda never done it in the
first place....u noe...sometimes ur frends could be so
manipulative....they can manipulate u into doing a lot of things that u
never had thought u'd do.....things that were unexpected.....un-called
for...but yea, u get my point....so yea....dude...help me out
ya'll.....i went throo the beginning, but i can't seem to go on throo
with the whole plan.....i'm not determined enough...too many things are
holding me back dude....and yet....eh......we'll see.......we'll
see......aiite, back to civics....
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hey wsup??
so
yea, tomorroe i'll be performing the boys varsity home game.....with my
group and tiffo-Z crazy japanese song...thanx again dude! hee x2 but
yea...come support...its not much to watch but...come watch i
guess...hahahaha...we have ghetto costumes that dont' even fit us...but
yea.. so i've been slacking off a lot...watching family guy....doing
other stuff...doing EVERYTHING else except for hw...MAN.....can i say,
"senior-itis"? yea...well, my dad came home today! which is cooL =) hee
x2 i'm kinda happy for some reason...a joy that i cannot pertain...i
guess its cuz i ate a lot of milky way again...for some reason...
chocolate makes me more hyper than just regular candy...hee x2 =) well,
no test in ramp tomorroe! yay-uh!but yea... check out the two formal
pictures that i scanned and uploaded on my website... http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/lilaznshaq34/my_photos
yea....hm....not much but... tomorroes friday! and yea...yo seniors,
get ur stuff done ASAP =) and the FAMILY, get the money in for our
senior ad....AND pick out 6 pictures of ur own!!!!!! must have a baby
picture in there somehow...aiite? cooL, aiite, if i'm missing anything,
check it....and here, a song for all of u to enjoy...its on my mind
man.....can't resist....too hard.......bleh...eh...psh...hee x2 ;P
"Pretty Boy"
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
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| be strong believe.... |
[01 Feb 2005|12:21am] |
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hey wsup??
so yea...its been a LOOOOOOOOOONG time since i've updated...but here i am now...updating...a LOT has been happening recently....well, first semester of senior year has ended.......and a lot of sadness and regrets have came along with it as well.....i ono......well, for most of u, u'd know what i'm talking about....well, after this incident i have came to realize that friends (whether its a guy or girl, close frends or not) are really the ones worth cherishing...i was WAY too blind to see that....becuz i was WAY into ryan.....i mean, a lot of good things has actually happened to me...but i always put it away becuz i just wanted to...well....not bother anyone....but sometimes i just reallie gotta tell them.....ask them to listen.......just listening is fine....u don't even need to give me any advice....just a simple "icic, ooo, ok" would do.....but all my friends have done WAY more than that......EVERYONE........it makes me....so happy....i just need to be surrounded by things that'll make me happy.....then i'll be happy......bare with me guys....it's gonna take me a while to cope...but trust me, i'll be ok ;P sorry to have ya'll worried....even u ryan.....thanx and sorry to all! kim is dedicating this entry to my 'FAMILY', cr3w, and friends...it's late...i'm gonna finish my math hw now......
...i saw the yellowcard cd on sale for $9.99 at target...i wanted it....
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| i'm in hk! |
[30 Dec 2004|10:48pm] |
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hey wsup?
well, i'm in hk (hong Kong)....yup...its reallie cold here....like honestly.....not much done........cept a lot of minna no tabo and moomin'Z =) hee x2....and this:
So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right
Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours
Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it
[[takingBACKsunday]]
good nite ya'LL
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| not feeling all that great... |
[28 Nov 2004|10:41pm] |
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hey wsup??
lots have changed since the last time i updated.....well let's see...i have a job now....thanksgiving has already passed.......and now, i'm just kinda sad and upset......why? eh....just stuff that i've always been saying and nagging just isn't going through....so why should i insist upon repeating myself nemore? i'm gonna give up......forget it.....forget that livejournal thing where i'm onlee mentioned in ONE line......forget those entries where i was not even MENTIONED.....forget those things where i ........oh just nm....its futile .....everything i say is just useless..
.....i feel useless......
.......i feel depressed....
..........i feel like crying.....
..............i feel like dying.....
.................kill me NOW!..........
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